| sometimes we dont see eye to eye |
[Feb. 14th, 2008|06:42 am] |
i once had a best friend, we were inseparable for some time in our lives. we found strength in each others world views.
something happened that split us apart, a growing lack of trust.
at this time i want the friendship to be over because living day to day feeling this lack of trust makes me feel as if this friend isnt worthy of my trust.
how can i be friends with someone who voices their judgement of me every chance they get. friendship is about love, and in that love, their can be no judgement.
i dont hate you, and you dont hate me, in this case, hate is just a way of forcing ourselves to let go. |
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| im not very good at sounding pseudo-intellectual |
[Jan. 24th, 2008|08:47 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | santa maria | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | broken afternoon by helio sequence | ] |
ive been sitting here in santa maria, feeling cut off.
so much has changed in my life in the last few months, i feel i am a diffrent person most of the time.
i miss the good times we had, but, we never seemed to enjoy it as much as we should.
i was always very blunt with you, weather in disagreement or not.
i never lied to you, and i always told you how i felt, i realize that others would not respond in the way you did, i appreciete that. you are unlike most people i know, there were few barriers between us from the start.
i think to myself, what would our lives had been like had we met a year or two earlier.
but, i am here, and it is now, i have a feeling that things will be ok, and that my life will change a lot in the next year. |
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